I feel so alone., after being with someone for so long and them just not being there - it sucks so bad.
Like I don’t miss him as a person, I just miss the companionship. Having someone to talk to and share everything with.
The first days I felt soulless. Now I’m little by little getting used to being alone but it’s sucks- all these memories running through my mind and this emptiness kills me at times.
The part that hurts the most is knowing that he knows perfectly the way I feel about him and he never bothered to come back and try to work things out.
I never ever wish this pain on anyone. I wish there was a method to fix a broken heart but everyone says that time is my best friend And I’m starting to believe so.
Being alone sucks.
Knowing the person you gave your all to is willing to walk away like its nothing sucks.
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